Conditioned

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I feel conditioned. 
Conditioned to think a certain way about things anymore. 
I feel as though I've almost felt it all. 
And it's led to me being conditioned.

Conditioned to think the worst.
To feel the worst.
To see no end with light.
And happiness. 
Like I once used to. 

See, that's the thing with feelings.
Emotions.
I never had them before.
Now I do.
Now I understand.
And I hate it.
Nothing but memories haunt and torture me. 
Why did it have to come to this.


... I can't write anymore of this at this time, 
those feelings are back.
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