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I feel conditioned.
Conditioned to think a certain way about things anymore.
I feel as though I've almost felt it all.
And it's led to me being conditioned.
Conditioned to think the worst.
To feel the worst.
To see no end with light.
And happiness.
Like I once used to.
See, that's the thing with feelings.
Emotions.
I never had them before.
Now I do.
Now I understand.
And I hate it.
Nothing but memories haunt and torture me.
Why did it have to come to this.
... I can't write anymore of this at this time,
those feelings are back.
Conditioned to think a certain way about things anymore.
I feel as though I've almost felt it all.
And it's led to me being conditioned.
Conditioned to think the worst.
To feel the worst.
To see no end with light.
And happiness.
Like I once used to.
See, that's the thing with feelings.
Emotions.
I never had them before.
Now I do.
Now I understand.
And I hate it.
Nothing but memories haunt and torture me.
Why did it have to come to this.
... I can't write anymore of this at this time,
those feelings are back.
I Wonder What You Think Of Me
I sit and ponder.
It's the same ole routine.
Everyday I stop and wonder what you think of me.
Your words are few.
Yet I know why.
My mind a mystery.
But it makes the most sense.
And yet everyday, I stop and wonder what you think of me.
What do you think of my moods?
My quick changes in attitude.
My random onslaught of words and phrases.
My silence.
So I sit here and type.
Wondering if you'll ever read this.
I sit thinking to myself,
"Should I ask you what you think of me"
I stop.
Should this be brought up in person?
Is it just a bit odd to ask,
After all, we're dating anyway.
And yet everyday, I stop and wonder
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The Sum Up
So for the past year I've entered this thing called Life...aka Adulthood with college. It's been good and quite a challenge that I thoroughly enjoy. I used to have an old account that I haven't used in some time because of college and other events going on, thus I've created this new one to better represent who I am as an artist and hopefully i'll keep it up to date. That should be interesting.
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